Duct Tape Nation

Random Rant day #4 sponsored by RedBull

2011-05-20T13:10:00.000+03:00

Warning: The following post contains immense jibber jabber. That may or may not make sense, depending on your ability to comprehend complicated cyphers. Also it may tend to abruptly end, kinda like sopranos, but not so much.

PSN IS BACK OMFGYES!

Le Arseholes attacked PSN, and it was gone. And i mean gone. Like blown out of the face of the earth gone. And there just wasn't anything left to play =\ Except for the occasional Dirt laps. And the PES get together. But do i really look social to you?

And so i'm back to COD ^__^ I was 2 levels away from my second prestige when it went down. =\

It has been quite a wait, but i finally get to kill my friends over the Internets. Also im glad Danish got over how everything new sucks and is on Black Ops. XD

I joined twitter. I don't know why. Ok i know i was under influence. Like the red bull i took right now. I don't even tweet. Kinda like this blog. I'm beginning to see a pattern here. Not a good one at that.

I finished watching Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann. Hence my Profile picture. Also, i tend to shout "Gurren Lagann! Spin on!Who the hell do you think I am?!" every time i turn the key in the ignition. XD

That reminds me Bonneville is ready and well i think its about time i showed it to you guys. Ladies and Gentlemen. Introducing the new and still under repair. Bonnie,Basanti, i beleive someone called it the green hornet once, Rachel. And ofcourse The Batmobile XD

Well? Sexy right? XD.

Nice guy

2011-04-27T21:11:00.000+03:00

Busy like Fuck.

Depressed for no reason.

Confused beyond anything really.

This new font is nice though. Hrm.

Here listen to this instead.
Later !

2011-03-29T19:28:00.000+03:00

Ladies and Gentlemen.

I am now officially an architects sibling. XD

Light

2011-03-10T07:46:00.002+03:00

The tail light is here!
Bonnies in the oven.

Just a few minor things left...

No Quarter

2011-03-02T11:47:00.001+03:00

I have a total of 39 blog posts. And i never know how to start.

Like see what i did up there? I wont be able to do that again. Probably. Hrm.

"Customer service is a bitch" Ive said that time and again, or so i think. I don't know. My memory is a bit hazy. I got a new job, been working nights. Which is why i haven't blogged at all. In fact last time i blogged was before i got this job.

Its worse than the last one. But hey the pays good. I mean really good. Plus i'm enjoying the perks of this job. I mean yeah sure its hectic, the hours are messed up. I have to listen to people bitch about their problems, and explain stuff that even a 3 year old could do.

But hey i'm thankful,it helped me a lot financially. Plus i even saved up to get my Bonnie fixed. Its getting repainted as i type this. I also got a sweet new phone,no its not a blackberry. And i actually met some really cool people. My team leaders are gamers and one of my supervisor is a metal head and a MMA fan!

But i'm loosing focus. I haven't had a personal life ever since is started. In fact i don't really have a social life, besides the weekly trip to Reem. *sigh* but even there i have to go with imbeciles who know nothing about the world of motorsports. They just want to look at 'cool' cars parked OUTSIDE the racetrack >__> . All that shall be summed up in my next FUCK YOU post eventually.

I just need to start sketching again, start blogging again, start playing again. Hell, i need to start taking pictures again. I need to get that SLR.

I did finish reading American Gods though. Neil Gaiman is just fucking amazing. See, the thing about Gaiman is, his stories have this twisted concepts that make so much sense, you cant help but keep on reading. There were a few side stories that seemed unnecessary though, but its definitely something id go back to reading, like his graphic novels.

Hrm. I think i may have found a new favorite author.

And a shit load of list of stuff to do.

Aggredior?

How many more times?

2011-02-27T13:53:00.000+03:00

Yeah, theres actually something here. Its been a while huh? I just couldn't find the time to write/think anything. My life has been moving so fast, i didn't have time to note down shit. I have no idea what any of you have written, and i probably have a lot to catch up to. And you probably to ye 8 followers of mine.

2010-07-22T10:08:00.001+03:00

~~O hai. Yeah im back, or so i think.~~

~~Im back bitches~~

~~Remember me?~~

Bleugh.

You get the point. Now to celebrate, i give you some real music n___n

Being Fugly.

2010-02-17T14:10:00.002+03:00

Scars are fucking awesome.

Im probably the fugliest guy youll meet. Hell id make Quasimodo blush o-O

It takes alot of dedicatoin to be this fugly.I warn you, it is not for the weak of heart.Its not something bestowed on birth.

Except Danish ofcourse. He was probably born fugly.
Tension not mera pra,we all fugly.

For me Ffgliness started when i was 6 or 8.Running wild,slipped,fell down headfirst into a sharp stone. Opening up my head, so that it need 7 stiches to close back the wound.

^^I use to love that scar until ofcourse harry potter became a pop culture phenomenon >_<

But thats not all to being fugly, acne has a lot to do with it. In my case, over population. And the still not dead habit of popping them. That gets you acne scars on your cheek! Ah yes, no more your-so-cute-*pullscheek* auntie incidents while your 13 XD. Yeah i know =\ 13! =\ Bhenchod auntiyan, dont even know how to pronounce your name

And who can forget the ever popular era of your baby mushies. Those dark soft yucky hair, under your nose. That you wouldnt shave untill your 17, or you get ragged like hell. Your pick.

Or maybe you could end up looking like Edward Cullen. And never get mushies at all untill your in your late 20s . In which case, you shall be known as 'chikna fag'.

And if your lucky, you might just become an insomniac. And say you spend most of your time infront of a tele/computer. Well,say hello to massive eyebags and dark circles.

Ofcourse you cuold also go for pot,shots,coke. That helps too

So you see, being fugly isnt as easy as it looks. It takes time, dedication. Scars, burns.

So, if your fugly and you know it.

*hypotethical high 5*

If your not. Well, get to work Chiknay!

And remember what Joker taught us all kiddies.

"never apologize to someone for the way you look"

CCR - Fortunate Son

2010-02-11T18:06:00.002+03:00

Some folks are born made to wave the flag,
Ooh, they're red, white and blue.
And when the band plays "Hail to the chief",
Ooh, they point the cannon at you, Lord,

It ain't me, it ain't me,
I ain't no senator's son, son.
It ain't me, it ain't me;
I ain't no fortunate one, no,
Yeah!
Some folks are born silver spoon in hand,
Lord, don't they help themselves, oh.
But when the taxman comes to the door,
Lord, the house looks like a rummage sale, yes,

It ain't me, it ain't me, I ain't no millionaire's son, no.
It ain't me, it ain't me;
I ain't no fortunate one, no.

Some folks inherit star spangled eyes,
Ooh, they send you down to war, Lord,
And when you ask them, "How much should we give?"
Ooh, they only answer More! more! more! yoh,

It ain't me, it ain't me, I ain't no military son, son.
It ain't me, it ain't me;
I ain't no fortunate one, one.

It ain't me, it ain't me, I ain't no fortunate one, no no no,
It ain't me, it ain't me,
I ain't no fortunate son, no no no,

Schrodinger

2010-01-21T04:41:00.002+03:00

The experiments over.
Cut short.

The cats alive.
In Both dimensions.
Hence, the de javu.

Heh.

Fuck You # 3

2009-12-17T03:20:00.000+03:00

I was asked why i dont blog anymore.

I was surprised my blog was read. (ok i think im overusing that line)

Ya see, i never really have anything to say and so i was getting tired of my own random posts.
And since reading Alan Moore's stuff, theres so much to post, so little time. Im saving them for moments where Id need them.

But i need to vent some more anger. So..

Aggredior!

Every ass wipe that went to the Riyadh Motor Show.
Said it sucked.
But posted pictures of it anyway, telling how awesome all those cars were.
Fuck you.

Everyone who took a picture with a car on display.
Its a car on display, do not lie down next to it taking pictures and captioning "l0lz dReAm cArZ" .
It doesn't help your image, nor does it make you look like a model.
Fuck you too.

Everyone who didn't bother watching how a 3.5L EcoBoost V6 engine work. Granted its not awe inspiring, but thats some seriously trippy shit.
Fuck you too.

Everyone who said a Civic is better then a Impreza STi because it looks more cool.Thats like saying Megan Fox is the perfect human on earth, "so what if she cant act, shes hot". And the civic doesn't have shit on the STi .
Fuck you too.

Everyone who called Peugeots Le Mans entry, the 908 HDi Fap, is a Formula 1 car. If your not a racing fan, stop pretending to even know about the sport.
Fuck you too.

Oh and you who bought a car, just because you thought the back lights were cool.
Fuck you, you know who you are.
You don't fucking deserve it. Also your sudden "passion" for that legend line up, is an insult to every true fan out there.
Please go run with scissors...in traffic,you cock donkey.

'Nuff said.

Why arent you laughing?

2009-12-04T22:16:00.002+03:00

Ive been reading The Killing Joke again, and there's just so much awesomeness in it,

I posted a quote last night, another quote this way goes..

"So... I see you received the free ticket I sent you. I'm glad. I did so want you to be here. You see it doesn't matter if you catch me and send me back to the asylum... Gordon's been driven mad. I've proved my point. I've demonstrated there's no difference between me and everyone else! All it takes is one bad day to reduce the sanest man alive to lunacy. That's how far the world is from where I am. Just one bad day. You had a bad day once, am I right? I know I am. I can tell. You had a bad day and everything changed. Why else would you dress up as a flying rat? You had a bad day, and it drove you as crazy as everybody else... Only you won't admit it! You have to keep pretending that life makes sense, that there's some point to all this struggling! God, you make me want to puke. I mean, what is it with you? What made you what you are? Girlfriend killed by the mob, maybe? Brother carved up by some mugger? Something like that, I bet. Something like that... Something like that happened to me, you know. I... I'm not exactly sure what it was. Sometimes I remember it one way, sometimes another... If I'm going to have a past, I prefer it to be multiple choice! Ha ha ha! But my point is... My point is, I went crazy. When I saw what a black, awful joke the world was, I went crazy as a coot! I admit it! Why can't you? I mean, you're not unintelligent! You must see the reality of the situation. Do you know how many times we've come close to world war three over a flock of geese on a computer screen? Do you know what triggered the last world war? An argument over how many telegraph poles Germany owed it's war dept creditors! Telegraph poles! Ha ha ha ha HA! It's all a joke! Everything anybody ever valued or struggled for... it's all a monstrous, demented gag! So why can't you see the funny side? Why aren't you laughing?"

Joker- Batman: The Killing Joke

Again, Alan Moore is a MOFO GENIOUS

Smile

2009-12-04T07:49:00.000+03:00

Ladies and Gentlemen! You've read about it in the papers! Now witness, before your very eyes, that most rare and tragic of nature's mistakes! I give you: the average man. Physically unremarkable, it instead possesses a deformed set of values. Notice the hideously bloated sense of humanity's importance. Also note the club-footed social conscience and the withered optimism. It's certainly not for the squeamish, is it? Most repulsive of all, are its frail and useless notions of order and sanity. If too much weight is placed upon them... they snap. How does it live, I hear you ask? How does this poor pathetic specimen survive in today's harsh and irrational environment? I'm afraid the sad answer is, 'Not very well'. Faced with the inescapable fact that human existence is mad, random, and pointless, one in eight of them crack up and go stark slavering buggo! Who can blame them? In a world as psychotic as this... any other response would be crazy!"

Joker - Batman: Killing Joke

Ive said it before, i say it again, Alan Moore is a genious

Im Batman

2009-12-04T07:32:00.001+03:00

"People think it's an obsession. A compulsion. As if there were an irresistible impulse to act. It's never been like that. I chose this life. I know what I'm doing. And on any given day, I could stop doing it. Today, however, isn't that day. And tomorrow won't be either."

Heroes

2009-12-02T06:32:00.001+03:00

Remember i once said something about making videos, having a crew bla bla.

Never really got to make it, but we did make a few videos.

And since im really lazy, im posting them up unedited.

oh and yeah these are the ones i couldn't put up on facebook, due to the presence of really powerful personnel.

so ladies and gents.

DTH production present

"Stoner circle [duct taped]"

Introducing:

Acid Reflex Lad

Silent D

Candyman

Disconeundo

Camera & Direction: me =D

yeah i know it kinda got dragged on a bit =P

Remember Remember the 5th nov.

2009-11-05T17:09:00.001+03:00

Evey: Who are you?
V. : Who? Who is but the form following the function of what and what I am is a man in a mask.
Evey: Well I can see that.
V. : Of course you can, I’m not questioning your powers of observation, I’m merely remarking upon the paradox of asking a masked man who he is.
Evey: Oh, right.
V. : But on this most auspicious of nights, permit me then, in lieu of the more commonplace soubriquet, to suggest the character of this dramatis persona. Voila! In view humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the “vox populi” now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin, van guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition.
The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous.
Verily this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it’s my very good honour to meet you and you may call me V.
Evey: Are you like a crazy person?
V. : I’m quite sure they will say so.

***********

Remember remember the fifth of November
Gunpowder, treason and plot.
I know of no reason why gunpowder, treason
Should ever be forgot…

***********
Good evening, London. Allow me first to apologize for this interruption. I do, like many of you, appreciate the comforts of every day routine- the security of the familiar, the tranquility of repetition. I enjoy them as much as any bloke. But in the spirit of commemoration, thereby those important events of the past usually associated with someone's death or the end of some awful bloody struggle, a celebration of a nice holiday, I thought we could mark this November the 5th, a day that is sadly no longer remembered, by taking some time out of our daily lives to sit down and have a little chat. There are of course those who do not want us to speak. I suspect even now, orders are being shouted into telephones, and men with guns will soon be on their way. Why? Because while the truncheon may be used in lieu of conversation, words will always retain their power. Words offer the means to meaning, and for those who will listen, the enunciation of truth. And the truth is, there is something terribly wrong with this country, isn't there? Cruelty and injustice, intolerance and oppression. And where once you had the freedom to object, to think and speak as you saw fit, you now have censors and systems of surveillance coercing your conformity and soliciting your submission. How did this happen? Who's to blame? Well certainly there are those more responsible than others, and they will be held accountable, but again truth be told, if you're looking for the guilty, you need only look into a mirror. I know why you did it. I know you were afraid. Who wouldn't be? War, terror, disease. There were a myriad of problems which conspired to corrupt your reason and rob you of your common sense. Fear got the best of you, and in your panic you turned to the now high chancellor, Adam Sutler. He promised you order, he promised you peace, and all he demanded in return was your silent, obedient consent. Last night I sought to end that silence. Last night I destroyed the Old Bailey, to remind this country of what it has forgotten. More than four hundred years ago a great citizen wished to embed the fifth of November forever in our memory. His hope was to remind the world that fairness, justice, and freedom are more than words, they are perspectives. So if you've seen nothing, if the crimes of this government remain unknown to you then I would suggest you allow the fifth of November to pass unmarked. But if you see what I see, if you feel as I feel, and if you would seek as I seek, then I ask you to stand beside me one year from tonight, outside the gates of Parliament, and together we shall give them a fifth of November that shall never, ever be forgot.

Alan Moore is a genius.

Happy Halloween

2009-11-04T02:03:00.000+03:00

A bit late, yes.

But i always wanted to post this picture for halloween =P

ZIBAKHANA! =D

Random Rant Day # 3

2009-10-08T04:35:00.000+03:00

So i havent posted anything in a whi...

*sigh* isnt that how i always start my posts? heh

I bought Gang leader for a day by Sudhir Venkatesh , and i recommend you get one.
"The Theory of Everything" by Stephen Hawking, is what i be reading right now. And i be loving it.

Yeah thats how i explain books: its awesome, get it, it kicksass. *sigh* my writing skills, the little writing skills that i did have, seems to be deteriorating by the second. I blame insomnia!

Meh , another post about nothing.

Oh and the 4 people that read my blog, and the others that wont want me to know they read my blog, i be now active on DeviantArt! =D

go on have a look see. And comment!

Laaater...

2009-09-23T12:43:00.000+03:00

23rd September, National Day!

And im stuck in the office, for another hour or so.

I spent Eid like this too actually *sigh*

Its been pretty hectic , and it doesnt look like its getting better anytime soon.
I have so much to do.

Tune 3 guitars
Download 3 albums (Megadeth, Pearljam, Porcupine Tree)
Get my sister a phone. (advice people? shes an architect, and wants a simple yet stylish one)
Download supernatural
Start Certificate IV in Humanities. (gonna kick major arses)

Thats abuot it me guesses. Nothing majors going on, besides everyone going back to their prestigious uni/college .

And so ends another post from work.

Laaater...

2010 Shelby GT 500

2009-09-13T04:42:00.001+03:00

I want one =D

Actually both!

*sigh*

Random Rant Day #2

2009-09-12T05:30:00.000+03:00

Ok, so i know i haven't been blogging, i have this problem with consistency. No wonder every chick i go out leaves me. *sigh*

Anyway, Supernatural Season 5 started two days back, and its awesome, "some good shit" as lallan would say.
There was this particular part, where Lucifer is convincing nick to become his vessel.

Sarah/Lucifer: I'm not your wife, Nick. I'm an angel.

Nick: An angel?

Sarah/Lucifer: My name is Lucifer.

Nick: Sure. Naturally. Umm... could you do me a favor there, Satan, and remind me to quit drinking before I go to bed?

Danish says:
*lol
*waah
*I thought a sex joke was going to follow.

heh that Danish. Chawal banda.

Seriously though you guys need to watch the new season, it promises to be epic.

This post isnt making sense, im really starting to think its ADD.

" main doob raha, doob raha,
bachana, mujhay bachana"

I need sleeps. Gnite.

BACHANA from Bilal Khan on Vimeo.

2009-09-11T06:58:00.000+03:00

I am in love with this woman.

Pause

2009-08-24T04:42:00.003+03:00

Wearing & Tearing

2009-07-24T23:00:00.005+03:00

Standing in the middle of a dark deserted room,eyes closed.
Head tilted up.

Thump Thump Thump.

Slowly steadily everything around me starts coming to life.
All those movements, sounds, magnified.

Let my arms hang loose, letting all the blood drain into my hands.

Sound of my veins hitting my temple. Thump Thump Thump

My muscles relax, the thumping continues.

A thousand needles, simultaneously enter the back of my skull, slowly making their way into my brain.

The thumping gets louder.

Flashes of light everywhere. I see them all , my eyes closed.

Thump Thump Thump.

Dead kid in the park, ran over, road kill.
Human skull in an abandoned warehouse, charred.
A man in a shawl, eyes glowing red.

Thump Thump Thump.

The needles retreat, slowly.I open my hands again, muscles relax .

The thumping is gone.
Warm Blood trickles down my nose. I open my hands again. Its done.

Work, its boring.

2009-07-20T09:57:00.002+03:00

Have you ever seeen a house burning? and the first thing that comes to your head is how beautiful it looks on fire?..

..no? well ive always liked that picture.

That has nothing to do with this post though.

I noticed how i havent been blogging at all, for like what a month now? yeah almost. Mostly because... i dont really know.

You guys, the uh 3 people who actually read my blog, need to cheer up now though, im back!

Oh and i pissed off alotta people because of my last post

But no shentons, im out of the 80s phase and back into good old zeppelin. \m/

Oh and this is the first time im blogging from work...yes im that bored.

Video Killed the Radio Star

2009-06-15T02:22:00.007+03:00

You know why the 80s totally kicked ass?

In no particular order or genre.

Pink Floyd - Another Brick in the wall 2
Pink Floyd - Shine on you crazy diamond
Pink Floyd - Us and Them
Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here
Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb
Pink Floyd - One of these Days
Pink Floyd - Learning to fly

Yes i couldnt leave out a single one of the Floyd tracks.

Bruce Springsteen - Dancing in the Dark
Queen - Crazy thing called love
Scorpions - Rock You Like a Hurricane
Rick Springfeild - Jessies Girl ( what? its catch )
REO Speedwagon - Keep on Loving you
Culture Club - Karma Chameleon
Kool & The Gang - Celebration
Joan Jett - I Love Rock & Roll ( Before Britney had to fuck it all up )
Survivor - Eye Of the Tiger ( Rocky! \m/ )
Michael Jackson - Beat it
The Police - Every breath you take
Van Halen - Dreams
Van Halen - Jump
Van Halen - Panama
Van Halen - Hot For Teacher
Dire Straits - Money or Nothing
Bon jovi - Livin on a prayer ( Hey, bon jovi rocks..on occasion )
U2 - With or Without You
Belinda Carlsile - Heaven is a place on earth (Before Ashley whatshername had to fuck it)
The Buggles - Video killed the radio star ( yes im aware it was out in 79)
Whitesnake - Here i go again
Guns n Roses - Sweet Child o' mine
Poison - Every Rose has its thorn
Richard Marx - Right here waiting
Twisted sister - I wanna rock
Twisted sister - Were not gonna take it
A Flock of Seagulls - I Ran (so far away)

Lets see what else..

Judas Priest
Scorpions
KISS
Alice In Chains
Pantera
Slayer
Metallica
Megadeth
Meshuggah
Anthrax
Aerosmith
Guns n Roses
Van Halen
Whitesnake
Def leopard

Im missing alot, shit lots actually.

Thrash in its prime, Powerballads ki akr nahin mukking.

Shit i need to do another post on this. Starting from 1980, going through every song, making an epic playlist ending with the start of the 90s. watch this space

These are just the few reasons i want MY Mtv BACK.

Name.

2009-06-06T19:01:00.003+03:00

Its Sarmad! S-A-R-M-A-D

NOT Sir-Mad

NOT sar-mat

NOT samrath.

and no definitely not thermos

...

how the fuck did you even get that? =\

Hrm. Sucks.

2009-06-05T05:57:00.005+03:00

Hokay, no post for a month. Hrm..

No Aathal no post. Sucks.

I even missed posting on my Birthday. Sucks.

And well the months over now. A month to end all months. The month of full aathal people! xD

Wijdan
Mota
Me
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Simme
Danish.

We kick arses from here to kingdom come!

I am now 21 and still no college. Sucks.

I haven't touched my guitar in a month. Sucks.

Hrm..

Batmobile is resting, no gas. Im now just a guy in a silly outfit. Sucks.

I have nothing else to post. Sucks.

Worthless

2009-05-01T23:57:00.003+03:00

Tired.. again
Feeling shity.. again
Feeling Worthless.. again.

Checklist complete.

So i wasn't a straight A student, like the one before me. I was better in everything else.

So, the rest are better at stuff . I work harder than anyone else.

So, they have better chances of going into college. *sigh* I'll be paying for it.

Spent 3 years, worked hard, to go somewhere and study, but i guess what i really wanted was for them to respect me. But you never get what you want.

To be told the rest get to do more then i was allowed to, because things change with time? Because i was the prototype? And they'll be the final model kids.

I no longer know who's wrong anymore really. Actually i do, its been me all along.

I was being stupid, questioning their decisions. Stupid to tell them how it felt.

I thought if i would be surrounded by "friends" id be fine. But after a while you start noticing their faults. Next comes realizing you don't really have any friends, just a bunch of yes men & free loaders. So you turn towards your family, i mean who else do u have right? Only to find you let them down too.

Your life, your dreams, your ambitions nothing matters anymore, when they tell you that your worthless.

Never has something hurt this much. Don't think anything ever will.

Fuck you # 2

2009-05-01T04:20:00.003+03:00

To all those douchebags who think they know everything about Batman because they saw The Dark Knight & Batman Begins. Fuck you all.
Especially the ones going like "OMG Joker is the best villain ever."

Also a fuck you to all you who went to watch The Dark Knight just cuz Heath Ledger died, and also is now your favourite actor.

Heath Ledger deserved an oscar dead or alive.
The Dark Knight was not "the most epic movie", it was a great movie with a great cast and decent performances.
It was not entirely true to its origins. A good adaption? Yes. The best adaption? No.
Christian Bale screwed Batmans voice.
Aaron Eckhart, although a decent Harvey Dent, wasnt really the two face i was looking for. Maybe if they had given him more screen time.

Also a HUGE fuck you to all those of you, who said u dont really care about the next Batman movie, but went for the first show, and then cdnt stop talkng about how fucking epic the movie was.

Fuck you all.

Random Rant Day

2009-04-29T20:12:00.003+03:00

Apparently if u talk in a good accent, your not muslim anymore.

I get confused as a saudi all the time, unless its a chick, cuz they dont talk to you if your saudi ...

Goray: "where u from? your accent, your definitley not saudi"

Saudi: "u look like a qahtani im sorry freind i thoght u were saudi. Good morning, sir how are you?"
(yes they literally stop saying salam to me, since i talk in english i must be of some other religion)

Pakistani: "ibkha irsal hada" (dont feel like telling to stop trying so hard to talk in arabic, yes im a douchebag)

That one sikh dude: "Mirza? your from pakistan? (i replied with lahore da aan ) oye yaar jhapi pa, tu tay veer hayga" *really really thought id have to do bhangra* *no i didnt >.>* *you suck*

Wijdan wrote once about.. well.. i forgot what it was about and im too lazy to go and read his blog again, but it had something that wouldve made a good refrence here.

And it made me wanna write about my ancestors too.

Im Mirza,which is per. A title used for a member of the royal family or someone of the highest aristocracy. The name Mirza is still in use today by members of ruling or formerly ruling princely and royal houses all over the world. I would be the latter.

Yup thats right. Im Royalty bitches! \m/

Only now the only thing even close to royalty i have is a small house in Gojra called "Prince Manzil" where my uncle lives along with some cattle, and a computer.

Yup theres my life story right there people.

Born ,to be the heir of an empire, in a city located at the coast of the red sea. Only to find nothing, not even a spoil of war left. Stayed a "jedawi" for 4 years then moved to Riyadh... and thats where i got stuck.

Its sad really.

Getting back to the topic at hand.

Saudis are so narrow minded. Good people, just narrow minded bastards is all.

My co-workers saudi and everytime i tell him something regarding Islam. He always replies with "billah?anta muslim?" that doesnt annoy me much anymore cuz hes a jackass.

What annoys me are people, who come to the office everyday, and used to say salam to everyone.But then they found out im not an Arab so now its "salam ya shabab!"*stares at me and... "good morning sarmad"

=\

5 mins later, gori chick enters.

annay wah shuro

" salam! hello! how are u?! fine thank you?!"

*sigh*

But then again the expressions on the customers faces makes it worthwile. xD

Not to mention thas the reason she sits close to me, to be away from them =D

And thanks to Widjans post, i cant stop thiking about her right now. =(

I be saddened.

Fine Again

2009-04-24T22:13:00.005+03:00

So we decided to go to Dammam last week. Its fun to spoil yourself sometime, and that's exactly what we had planned to do, took some money out of our college fund and went jet skiing in dammam =D

It was one of those random vacations u come up with u know, wake up on a Wednesday and decide to catch the next train to dammam after work.

Next thing u know were in Hofuf and one hour away from dammam. By far the best vacation i ever had, from playing TT at Abids place to just parked under the damam-bahrain bridge having a smoke to falling off "harakating" on jet skis.

Scratching jet skiing off my bucket list. Having the time of my life.

Fast forward to this week.

Surrounded by death again, disheartened and tired really.

Tired of being told u got potential, your going places
Tired of being asked how come im not in college, i could do so much
Tired of watching as the rest go on living out my dreams, my ideas.
Tired of resisting the urge to shout "You got that from me bitch"
Tired of migraines.
Tired of her.

Back to normal. =)

CAD

2009-04-14T00:30:00.014+03:00

I really don't have any words to tell you about the awesomeness that is CtrlAltDel.

so why dont you just read it yourself

www.ctrlaltdel-online.com

This is definielty going on my wall at work

Tim Buckley, you are my hero.

STN

2009-04-09T00:32:00.003+03:00

Read Danish's blog? Finally gave me SOME of the recognition that i deserve =P

I mentioned every time he needed it, didnt i? hes always been my copywriter, and ive been his biggest critic. Someone i hadnt given any credit to would be Wijdan. Dude, i started writing a blog because of Danish, i kept writing it after reading yours, and yeah bet youe blogs gonna be the reason of your unexpected demise one day. =P

Sucks never got to know you while you were in Riyadh, wouldve been awesome.

Danish sent a youtube link of 50-50 , brought back so many memories.

Any one remember STN?

see rich kids had their star channels cartoon networks, and i had my Saudi Channel 2, STN, and PTV.

With my Paki pop songs.

Nazia & Zohaib Hassan?

" Ankhay milanay walay, dil ko churanay walay. mujh ko bholana nahin"

"Aye dil meray chal re.."

Yup Pakistans entertainment industry kicked major ass back in the day, Vital Sighns, and who cant admit dancing to fakhr-e-alams punjabi rap! =D oh and..

"Mundayo tay kuriyo, sub bhangra pao"

Then there was Awaz, and Junoon just made it even more sweet.

Oh and all those awesome cartoons we watched on Channel 2? M.A.S.K, Spiral Zone, Swat Kats, Centurions, and dude TMNT! I still have my action figures, my TMNT table mats =D

Actually now i miss my Raphaello sweater, and my TMNT t shirts =(

Good times man Good times.

In other news, my batmobile (for the lack of a better word) got christined Rachel. Details after i finish the swat kats season i just found on youtube!

Closed

2009-04-05T11:50:00.003+03:00

Ive been shit hyper for the past few days. Finalized on a uni, convinced my parents. Was so hyped up about going to Australia.

But then like always, something happens, and i end up still stuck here without a graduate degree.
I was so sure id be finally going, but the uni decided to double their prices up. Or maybe my insomnia got the best of me and i misread the whole thing and found happiness for a few days.

I shoudlve been done with my bachelors and shoudlve been working in a production house, instead im still here working in a mail room. While people who flunked in class are studying in London or getting drunk in Iowa, or driving Mustangs and Camaros in riyadh working in companies at positions, 25 yrs of hard work woudlnt get you. None of you deserve any of it. Fuck you all.

Oh and she needs a liver surgery now. And would u know it? its because of me. =)

Its been 7 friggin months so get over it =\

Douche bags for Dr,

2009-03-30T02:42:00.006+03:00

My ever growing hatred towards doctors, doesn't really look like its going to end.

I have yet to meet a Doctor, that actually has a genuine smile on his face , and tells u to stay OFF meds. They wont really do that, because that's really how they make most of their life savings.

Yup By prescribing u medicine, i.e Selling Drugs.

Havent you ever noticed, that if u went to a doctor for a certain illness, lets say migraines. He'll prescribe u on meds, but u want a second opinion, so you go to another doctor wholl probably go like "Are u taking any meds?Which one? Oh..hmm..that doesnt really suit you try this one instead." *scribbles on the notepad something only the pharmacist can read*

You may think hes doing that because he noticed that the meds werent working for you right? What he really did was promoted the pharmaceutical company he has a contract with.

Pharmaceutical companies offer doctors a chance to make a quick buck, by prescribing their patients meds by that certain company, hell they even give u a bonus if your able to sell like a 100 boxes in a month or so.

And you always wondered how doctors got to be so rich even though they were working in crappy hospitals.

Pakistani doctors over react abit too much, shit load of attitude. This doctor whos a regular customer of mine ( for those who dont know, i work at a major courier company in a major hospital ), pakistani dude, looked decent and all like most of them do, most prob cuz of their white coats and glasses and all.

I was on break, going through the last pages of Insomnia by Stephen King, and this doctor comes in with a shipment to send, while im typing his address down for him, he takes hold of the book..

Dr: hmmm..insomnia!
Me: uh...yeah
Dr: Ap ko is a mutlub pta hai? Its a medical term..
Me: yeah im aware
Dr: acha..kya hota hai insomnia?
Me: Its a sleeping disorder, people suffering from it either cant sleep, or cant stay asleep.

The doctor put the book back from where he took it, and didnt say a word untill he paid and went squeazing a "Salam" on his way out. I mean seriously? what was he trying to prove?

Once this aunty came, and once she realized i was pakistani, she started talking to me in urdu, asking me how my accent sounds nice, and wondering if ive maybe done my graduation from somewhere else. While i was talkng to her, a colleague of her came in had some urgent documents to send, he conversed with her in punjabi, saw me talking to her in urdu, but would refuse to answer when id say "sir ap ka naam kya hai?" he just had to talk in english. After i replied with "could i have your mbc no. aswell sir? and your extension?" the doctor went back to his native tongue. =\

Ive seriously only met ONE doctor who by far is the only one i really trust, he kept me off meds, for my migraines, and told me to loose weight for my kidney pains, instead of telling me how bad i need my appendix to be removed, because he wasnt sure if its my kidney or my appendix causing the pain and to be on the safe side i shold get my appendix removed.

All in all, Doctors are douche bags.

Number 4

2009-03-27T04:06:00.005+03:00

6.40 am
Friday morning.
Wide awake.

Migraines started a few minutes back. Ever had a migraine? its like a bunch of needles, sharpened (if there is anyway of sharpening em) needles being rammed into one side of your head, yeah thats how much it sucks. Its more like nails at times like a thousand of them being hammered all at the same time into one side of your brain.

Doctor never prescribed me the meds, and im shit glad he didnt, gives me a reason to exclude him from my ocassional "hitlist:doctors" pad.

Ok migraines pretty much gone now... and with it everything in my head that i was gonna put down in this post.

meh fuck it.

Back in Black

2009-03-17T01:59:00.004+03:00

I know i have not really blogged at all after my two posts. I got a little side tracked everytime i would open my blog to write a post, mostly i would end up watching youtube, calling it a day and going to bed.

But im getting everything back on track. Got in touch with all of my old hobbies.

Been going to Jarir almost every week buying 2-3 novels, and a copy of HOTROD. Also im trying to nail "Whole Lotta Love - Led Zeppelin" , AC/DC is next \m/

Danish even suggested we start a book club. (Yes im aware how gay that sounds.) Moving on i finally started working on my video project! =D got the perfect crew so far. Hopefully this wont be like any of my other "projects" which most probably will always remain unfinished.

Oh and on a totally unrelated note, im in love with Brittany Murphy! =D

Moon what?

2008-12-13T19:41:00.004+03:00

Im not sure if you read my previous post "20 Years of Nothing".

But coincidentally i grabbed today's newspaper, and as i made my way scrolling through senseless crap..(except for the Auto Industry going bankrupt)..and to the funnies, i noticed something.

The Popeye strip! ok for those of u who dont know, apparently that baby whatever his name is has this weird ass creature called a "moon Quark" as a pet. And that evil witch is kinda against it, saying something abuot the quark emitting "moon dust", which could end humanity. This is what grabed my attention. Apparently the quark when sensing violence, sprays moon dust on the violent person, and that person in affect turns all nice and cant think of anything besides love, which according to the witch is bad since it could send man ages back in technology and progress. Why?

Quoting evil witch: "now the moon quark knows how to spread moon dust, it will spread love around the world. Depriving us of hate, greed, envy and selfishness! Progress will be dead! No one would work, theyd be writing love poems all day"

Are you with me yet? It just got me thinking, u know thats another way to look at it. Have we really made so much progress, cuz of hate?greed? envy? selfishness? not entirely, but mostly yeah i guess so.

Dont get me wrong. Im not promoting hate, or love. Think about it...

Its another angle from someone elses point of view. Be it fiction, but it makes u think that yeah maybe it isnt love but hate that makes the world go round. Envy & Jealousy is what makes u work hard to beat your opponent in whatever feild u or her are dsnt it? To be better then the other guy?

Im not a Peace activist, and im not pro hate.
I dont beleive in love really, just that humanity would be better off without so much hate, but then again would it?

28 years of nothing...

2008-12-13T03:39:00.007+03:00

Its 4:00 am, and my insomnia kicked in again along with my migraine.

*sigh*

Im starting to think i shuold have stayed on my meds. Meh i dont know, i hate taking meds in general.
Ever since i was a kid id never take my meds properly hence the migraines the insomnia the kidney pains. Well not really my kidney apparently there is an infection on the muscle my kidney rests on, or whatever. Thats what the doctors told me.

I hate Doctors. i don't get their whole "i wanna cure the world of its sickness and then sit home jobless." But then again you cant never get sick, because we as humans have a tendency to fuck ourselves up. Even when we know what were doing is dangerous, could get us killed or force us to live in a bubble for the rest of our life, we still go ahead and do it. Why? Because we can, or were just too stupid to listen to reason. But id stick with "because we can" sounds more bad ass. I have no idea what this post is about, or what im saying. A friend suggested writing to take my mind off of my head. Why would i wanna do that?

For some reason i have been constantly listening to John Lennon's Working Class Hero.
There is a verse...

"there's room at the top they are telling you still, but first you must learn to smile as you kill, if you want to be like the folks on the hill."

Folks on the hill (Rich people), who keep on exploiting the poor people (Us). Its a song about Us, working hard all our life and not really getting much in return. "Its about how we use ideologies to justify, and manipulate people." as someone once put it.

The song maybe old, but look around yourself nothing has changed really. Its still the same , hate in between races, religion, social status =\. Everything. Jealousy & Pride Everywhere as far as the eye can see.

What have we done so far to prevent all this? I see a lot of people saying how Lennon's song opened not just our eyes but the whole worlds. And i ask them Has it really? When did the song came out? 1970? How much is that 28 years?Why is it were still at square one?

So why is it that were still here?Why is Society still fucked up?

Quoting Aristotle: "One swallow does not make a summer"

We need a shit load of swallows.

A freind is a second self.

2008-12-10T00:47:00.002+03:00

Ok..so first blog post, and would you know it its dedicated to THE annoying little bish, we all know ..

yeah thats you Dashen..

I met him through my best friend Lala, me and Lala go way back like 10-12 years back. Come to think of it, ive known Danish for 16 years now, but we started hanging out around 4 years back or something.

Ah yes i remember that day, Danish was in Lalas class and he had finally decided to let go of his chair and get some fresh air, i picked him up with Lala, he was in his dorky jacket (the Matrix one) haha, damn oh and did i mention he was the shyest guy i ever met? Lala bailed on him and it was me and him in the car, and then came the most awkward silence u could think of, and i actually started the conversation, me the most anti social person you could think of. But that wasnt the start of our freindship, he was just some dude i knew. Then came the day when me and Lala had our near death experience, and then later went to my place to kick some ass in PlayStation 2 (i know were fucked up), thats when we became good freinds, and well weve had awesome times together, and im really gonna miss you bro.

The fight we always had for riding shotgun, me wasting u for being a hypocrite (which u are -__- i mean comeon bro Coldplay =\),u hiding your cash knowing that if we bastards found out wed spend it all up, calling us at 2 am just cuz u need a smoke, the first time we got high, the lectures me and lala gave you, DSx, theres so much man.

Quoting Aristotle: "A freind is a second self"

I guess that sums it up bro, the annoying little bitch that you are, you dont really deserve a dedication -__-

But serioulsy dude were gonna miss you like shit, so yeah have a good ass time in Philly, and leave a room for me, for i shall be joining you bastards soon.